All the catching up to do

Let's see since I last blogged, I have been kicked out of my aunt's house, found out that not only did my bf cheat twice but he told the one girl he loved her, and I have to deal with all the emotional aftermath. My only question rite now is why can't I have a faithful guy? Everytime I date someone they cheat on me because I don't give them wut they want. Why can't I just be their only. I'm so hurt that I told him about it and he broke up with me. Now he wants me back, but I told him he has earn it back. My heart is shattered...if only someone out there would contact me and help me through this...yes my 'loving' friends could, but I'm still hurting. they will nvr know the full story.

If anyone wonders where I am living now it is with my grandmother and my mother. my life is hell. sure i may seem to have it all but really those that have it worse seem like damn royality to me rite now. i know i'm being spoiled rite now and i'm sorry , but my heart is bleeding. if you think you have advice email me at lady_kagome215@yahoo.com


thanks brokenhearted