to catch up

well...not only did my bf cheat twice, but four times....one grl was on his bday back in our first year...she gave him head bc i wouldnt (i wasnt feeling well that day) the 2nd one was the affair...the 3rd was this bitch...the 4th was just in nov....a russian scam..i still laugh at him...i forgive him, but it hurts....god...does it hurt...his son calls me nikki-mom and bf's cousin's son is starting to like me like a mom....his mom doesn't want him, just wants the child support he brings...its cruel.........life's a bitch.....