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well, do you know how it feels to be depressed and not yourself? But then to only turn around and have the person you love tell you are boring? The you tell him 10% of the truth and he ignores you until your friends point out your depressed and he no longer cares, but you also aren't eating your lunch that you bought. If you do then you know my life friday.

He ignored me because I hurt him...God ignoring me makes me want to burn myself again, but I promised I wouldn't. I don't want to hurt so much...I cried in the guidance office......Then he acted fine and said we needed to talk about it and we haven't talked a whole lot since....that hurts....

I want him to see the pain he caused me verus the pain i leave him. My pain is deep gashes...his is cuts...I have never cheated on him and have given up all crushes and fanasties for him....but he cheated on me, fanastizes about a 3some and others, and yet continues to crush out on girls

Why can't I just tell him to end my pain?